To Be Happy When My Life Is Done

 Words that pricked like a needle

Were nothling less than being fatal

I try to get it out of my way

But it is just there to stay

It feels like a crown of thorns

I am caught in a sea of storms

Filled with unrepairable thoughts

Unsolvable puzzle of all sorts

I have seen the pain

That brought me no gain

It was not just about being hurt

It was my empire full of dirt

But I will start a million times again

To get out of this feeling so insane

Taking a ride into the shining sun

To be happy when my life is done

Mom and Dad

You know when I was a child
And in all of my innocence
My daddy would do all I want to
And live as I wished he do

As for my mom what can I say
For I was always so sure
I was loved in a way
That no pain I would endure.

If with mom I would disagree
To get my way to dad I would run
When with dad I could not what I see
I would prove to be my mom's son

To my life's end I will pray
For my mom and dad to stay
No matter how far from them I run
For me they will ever be the first one

Love and Rains!!!

Saw you in the first rain drop

That fell down the sky this year

Felt like a new beginning to my life

Giving me no reason to fear

You kept pouring throughout

Just kept giving me all I need

Was it really you or just my doubt

That I could see you in every deed

And then I realized the truth

Thing with me that always has been

And with the rains too it is a fact

Once the season ends it is not seen 

Would I then again be left searching

For that drop that had started

What I thought was never ending

And again be left heart broken

Confused Mind!!!

It is meant to be

What it is not to be

This life gives to me

Things I don't even see

The love I seek to find

Is all here in my mind

If I could just put aside

The worries and its allies

If it is not what i have yet

Then when will it be set

The day I would be left

With the one I have not yet met

The Wish!!!

You and me where meant to be

Together as life would want to see

The love we always wished

The life we just lived

Though it was not just to be

What I thought I wished to see

The love had that we wished

The life that we would have lived

Tomorrow it could just be

The life we always see

What we always had wished

And the life we always lived

But if this could just be

For all that I could see

It's now what I wished

If we ever lived!!!

YOU

Heading for something,
Where I've wanted to be.
All that is missing,
Is for you to be with me.

 You are the one I want,
I give myself to you.
Everytime you give the count,
I feel myself strive.

You being there,
Is all that I care.
Baby without you,
 I'm left with no clue.

 You are everything to me,
I give myself to you.
I just want to,
Always make you feel new.

An Autobiography of a Nun - A Review..

An Autobiography of a Nun.... One of the most controversial books of the Catholic Church. It tells you about the facts that happen inside the four walls of a Convent. My first reaction when I saw the book at CrossWords was like, "Wow.. Now this is something to read.. Let's see what it has that i would not know". It had much much more than I could ever think about. It speaks about Priests being involved in sexual practices with nuns. It tells you about how nuns are discriminated withing the convent. Have you ever heard of a High Class nun and Low Class Nun? I mean common.. Stop insulting the Profession of God. Even today donations are taken in the name of Education.. Damn it.. Just because others do it, does not mean that we should also do it. We understand that we need money to run institutions and develop institutions, but please stop forcing the students to give it... We have all rights to ask for donors and we know we will get them. Ruining education at the expense of Money should be considered as one of the biggest crime in India.. That is why we are not improving. There is much much more in this book which says about how a nun who wanted to oppose these things was troubled and how so called officials tried to prove her as a mentally unstable person. I can only write and ponder.. But I'm looking for an appropriate answer to all my questions. Is there anyone here who can give me an answer???